Floating In the Truth.

I want to be I don’t dare to.

Struggle with the confusions but I rather it
be this way than making assumptions.

Having to grasp the ugly truths, having my trust to be taken advantage of.

Do I still want to know?, Do I just keep on pretending?, Do I want to be continued to be
lied at?. Do I want to avoid?. Do I want to believe?.

I just don’t deserve this.

I don’t want…..