Unbreakable

Been so exhausted and busy . Yes, another
crazy days for me from few aspects.

I really need a holiday but can't afford to.

What I can do is scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Here goes, tuning to `Unbreakable' by FireFlights.

Somehow this song sets the pace of my current mood now.

Where are the people that accuse me?
The ones who beat me down and bruised me?
They hide, just out of sight
Can’t face me in the light
They will return, but I’ll be stronger

God, I want to dream again
Take me where I’ve never been
I want to go there
This time I’m not scared
Now I am unbreakable
It’s unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me

Sometimes it’s hard to just keep going
But faith is moving without knowing
Can I trust what I can’t see
to reach my destiny?
I want to take control, but I know better

God, I want to dream again
Take me where I’ve never been
I want to go there
This time I’m not scared
Now I am unbreakable
It’s unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me

Forget the fear, it’s just a crutch
That tries to hold you back and turn your dreams to dust
All you need to do is just trust
(Trust, trust, trust)

God, I want to dream again
Take me where I’ve never been
I want to go there
This time I’m not scared
Now I am unbreakable
It’s unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me

P.S. I Love You

Whom I'm drawn to????

Oh, definitely , echo ......definitely someone
like `Hugh Jackman', or

Jeffrey Dean Morgan who always have that
melting smile of all...

oWWW!!!!!!!!.


And Why I'm screaming his name - Jeffrey Dean Morgan at
this time because I just managed to watch `P/S : I Love You'
and I saw him.

The first time I fall for him was during the `Grey's Anatomy'
- Denny Duquette. I guessed I extremely attracted to Denny
Duquette cause he possessed that sickening and yet charming
humour tone more than Morgan but admittedly, they are both
charming.

Ok OK, The movie, PS I Love You was a bit tear jerking in
a touching way, but remarkably it was acted by Harry
Connick Jr and Gerard Butler, I mean they are 3 hot guys
in one movie. While Gerry (Gerard Butler) is romantic and
with a good sense of humour, it is Morgan's character that
made me enthralled for obvious reasons. And that sexy
tattoo he had on his arm. OWWWW>......again!

P.S I love You, it is actually a movie that I reluctantly
want to watch, I hate when people I love just leave
regardless how they leave. I grabbed the DVD, just
wanting to know the cliches, just wanting to hear the
corny lines again as corny that goes something
like these -
`Every morning I still wake up and the first
thing I want to do is to see your face'

`I know what I want, because I have it in my
hands now. You.'

or just listening to the holiest soundtrack -` Love You
Till The End' ?????????

that declaration of love just so tonic!!!.

And when Holly (Hilary Swank) said `it's been a year,
I don't feel him anymore. I feel he's gone. He's
really gone'.

- that really hit me hard. It's going to be September soon
and it's been so long that I don't feel him anymore...........
good news, meaning I'm moving on in a good stead.

alas......just another crappy love story that make me
tearing again.........................................

Passing of the Talented Ones

I watched `Dark Knight' not because I always like Batman
movie. It's particularly for the much touted Heath Ledger.
Had heard so much about him after his passing.

Truly, the movie is streaming along dark edgy story lines.
It is a good movie.

I particularly focussed on the psychotic Joker character.
It is an awesome acting. But I find him to be a sad character
and yet a psycho who so aware of human being weakness,
who know exactly what make a perfect human to crack under
tremendous pressure.

It's dark.....

Well, it's a mere coincidence that actors who had acted in
dark characters such as Brandon Lee and Heath Ledger
eventually have their life cut short which amazed me and
which made me glued at Joker wicked twisted personality.

And the late talented River Phoenix once said.......

"Life is multi-layered and there's no way
I could do my life justice in one pat answer.''

- River Phoenix

or even Kurt Cobain's quote:

I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved
for who I am not.'' Kurt Cobain

their short unpretentious talented life moves me......