Restless 2008

Almost 20 days of 2008 had passed.
I still stay cocoon-liked dazed, uninspired and restless.
Was it that I really came to the `getting used to’ or `don’t
care’ stage?.

I really don't know.

Sometimes, I feel that I'm really felt tired of everything.
I usually make plans, and excited about new year, new
dreams & new desires.

What happened to me?. Am I not wanting to believe again?. Am I not
wanting to have the passion, the prevalent belief of leading your life
free with hope and dreams?.?.

Crap, or horror of horrors, is it hints of depression?. OH NO!!!!!

Do I have the dream anymore?. Reassure me, please. In need of
a little inspiration or maybe just a beach holiday. I want to believe again…….